Tuesday, May 30, 2006

oh, the possibilites...

Rosie's advice for summer:

S-U-N-S-C-R-E-E-N.

good idea yep.



other than that... WOOOOOOOOOOO SIX DAYS LEFT!! I AM SO PUMPED FOR SUMMER GUYS!! aaaaah and my parents are coming to parent's night... little nervous considering they're both hardcore Catholics... hoping they don't get lost on the drive over lol... we'll see. be nice :).

<333 Rosie

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

Everybody's changing... and I don't feel right.

I HATE COMPUTERS. enough said.

You say you wander your own land
But when I think about it
I don't see how you can
You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Says everybody's changing
And I don't know why

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

You're gone from here
And soon you will disappear
Cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same...


nine days at TMS.
Saturday at the studio.
then it's over.
It sort of feels like everyone is changing; like maybe I really can't count on anyone. It feels like something big is about to end-- then again, it is. It feels like everyone's changed and grown and learned and lost and won and all over again since the beginning of this year and it's just me who hasn't done it all the same way... and I guess I haven't. sometimes I feel so much older than everyone else my age because dancing has forced me to grow up so fast, not that I mind... I took the road less traveled by, and it has made all the difference.

<3333333 Rosie

Friday, May 19, 2006

I've just got to get out of this prison cell...

there 12 days left in eighth grade and I am oh so glad. this year has been incredibly up-and-down and there's been a lot of pain but a lot of good stuff too. every morning I get up and get on the bus and spend a nice 20 minutes chatting with the wonderful Emily Kozy and then I go to Work and Family and look around and think boy, I can't wait to get OUT OF HERE!!! because for the most part I've absolutely hated middle school. not my friends of course and not how my faith has changed but school itself is just not cool and my parents have been incredibly overbearing at times. I can't wait for high school when I can decide for myself where I want to go and what I want to be and my parents can't stop me and my friends can't make me be someone I don't want to be. a lot of people are scared but I see it as a fresh start now that I know I'll have my dance people there all the way for me. yes I may lose a lot (some friends mostly) but God's end will justify the pain it takes to get me there... and I believe that with all my heart...

I work hard every day of my life
I try and I try and I try
but everybody wants to put me down
they say I've gone crazy, I've got no common sense,
'she's got nobody left to believe'
I've just got to get out of this prison cell
I just can't get no relief, Lord...
-Queen again

I'll post next time something happens I guess!
<3333 Rosie

Sunday, May 07, 2006

It's not over.

let's start off with some Queen...

it's so easy
when you know the rules
it's so easy
all you have to do is fall in love
oh, play the game called love...



ballet = love.

and I'm playing the game.

I gave up when things got to hard and misinetpreted God. but now that I'm better... it's not over.


my game called love has just begun...