everything You would change in me...?

I wanted to be something that's different
Something you said would change in me
I wanted to see anything different
EVERYTHING YOU WOULD CHANGE IN ME...

Oh God... I want to change. I just wish it wasn't so gosh-dang hard to follow you. Is there really anything better for me? Children's Ballet Theatre has done more for me than I would ever have dared to imagine... how could anything be better? I don't get it, God!!!! I want to do what You want me to do but I don't think I can. or at least I'm scared to. God, please just understand...

why live life from dream to dream and dread the day when dreaming ends? one day I'll fly away, leave all this to yesterday...

<333 Rosie

p.s. I know that made no sense, there was more but it was just me feeling sorry for myself and that wasn't cool! so if you really want filled in on what's been going on just tell me. and either way keep smiling because it makes life easier :).

Contrition

Another Rosie original...

I'm incredibly pround of the second stanza of this poem (begins with reminiscent)-- it makes sense if read normally line by line, or if you read only the left, right or middle columns. and, listen to the Nothing is Sound album by Switchfoot if you haven't. it's amazing.

-edit- well guys, the spacing didn't quite work and that's what makes this one good... s you're gonna have to click something to read this one, ok? click here please. and scroll down to the fourth post. (this is where I post all my writing if you're that interested... thanks a ton if you are!).

Twilight

In someone you need fear no ill:

Do you dare trust the great until?

Does there exist a fellow friend;

Someone in whom souls transcend?

Often though the question rings;

A few have opened up their wings:

Yes, my friend, turn forth your eyes,

Someone believes you're worth the try.

(c) rcm 4/10/06

please guys. http://allpoetry.com/poets/SunbeamArchitecture

Stereotypical

Yet another new one from Rosie...


In one that harmony is tried:
Such is a life dissatisfied:
Appearance is the start to love
It is not that you're dreaming of
For when love lies and masquerades;
It's eyes that induce dismay;
Such that hearts are torn and pied:
Such is a life dissatisfied.

(c) Rosie Murphy 4/7/2006


comments please.

Contemplating

another new one from Rosie...

I wonder if it's just a craze

That we all choose our separate ways;

For in the end, a select few

Stumble upon the thin way true;

The way unbroken; the way to You.

(c) Rosie Murphy, 4/7/2006

http://allpoetry.com/poets/SunbeamArchitecture... I'm always open.